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Futile Devices by Sufjan Stevens is a song that delves into complex themes of love, intimacy, and the inability to express one's feelings. The lyrics paint a picture of a relationship that's marked by a deep connection but also a sense of hesitation and difficulty in fully embracing that connection.
The Lyrics of Futile Devices:
It's been a long long time
Since I've memorized your face
It's been four hours now
Since I've wandered through your place
And when I sleep on your couch
I feel very safe
And when you bring the blankets
I cover up my face
I do
Love you
I do
Love you
And when you play guitar
I listen to the strings buzz
The metal vibrates underneath your fingers
And when you crochet
I feel mesmerized and proud
And I would say I love you
But saying it out loud is hard
So I won't say it at all
And I won't stay very long
But you are the life I needed all along
I think of you as my brother
Although that sounds dumb
And words are futile devices